i'm getting married in 107 days ( Read more... )

i feel as though this semester, my brain has been filled with so much information that it is ready to burst. i feel so inadequate at putting my personal feelings into words lately. ask me to analyze the relationships between today's Iraq War and WB Yeats' poem "The Second Coming," and i can write five pages in 30 minutes flat. ask me how i feel ( Read more... )

all i crave is something real. something outside of this bubble of happy utah college life. something outside the realm of books and papers and tests and backpacks and trips to walmart and stupid meaningless flirting with guys i don't really want anyway. something that contains real substance, that makes me drop to my knees and thank God that i ( Read more... )

what in the world is going on? somehow, i don't think i'll ever get an answer to this question...

these past three weeks have been...interesting. i'm not lying. i got what we thought was food poisoning over thanksgiving break, but it turned out to be a bacterial infection that developed a complication... i have eaten nothing but the most bland food for the past three weeks; i actually went about three days where i didn't eat solid food at all, ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I HATE WINTER ( Read more... )

it's crazy how there are times in your life where you don't want to get out of bed at all, and then there are times when you practically jump out, excited for what's ahead.

i'm planning internships. i'm looking into grad schools. i'm planning out my summer. i'm excited to be alive.

a week will do amazing things.

refer to previous few entries, and add this to the mix ( Read more... )

talk about the worst weekend ever... i think this one beat two weeks ago with the big break up ( Read more... )

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