I am so over being in high school and being here. I just really need to leave. Is June here yet?

Having your heartbroken kinda sucks.

espically when it happens every day.

So today was such a long day. I dont know how i actually make it though 14 hour days like today. Wait i do. Two Venti Lattis, 2 cokes and a lot of laughs. lol ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like if anything more gets piled on top of you, you will go mad? I am at that point. I cant take anymore and i can feel the fall. Hopefull after next Saturday i can regan my love for life because right now one more thing is the last thing i can handle.

Ok...i am really trying to stay grounded about this and accepct the possiblity that it might not happen. And even if i do go to LA there is the huge proablilty that i wont become a famous, acadamy award winning actress that i want to be but I AM GOING TO MOVE TO LA!!!! lol ( Read more... )

LA might be closer than i think. :). I really do love my mom. How am i going to be in LA without her?

I am going to San Francisco today for the weekend. So I will be home sometime Sunday. I will miss ya'll!!!

xoxo

So... I havent updated in a long time so i thought i would bring you up to speed ( Read more... )

Venus, planet of love, enters Aquarius, the sign of group activity. Focus on a lifestyle change that puts you in the public eye. Beauty and brains will be rewarded when the eyes of the crowd and the ears of the distinguished are pleased ( Read more... )

So drama final tomorrow. Yea, monolgue thing is really lame. I mean come on now. lol. So i have been uber busy that i didnt memorize mine. So i am doing the Romeo and Juliet one. Because i know most it. lol. But im bringing it up there with me. I dont think Raven will have a problem with it. But the other proble is that i am supposed to be painting ( Read more... )

Their coming again. The tears are falling. I just keep hoping they'll stop. I just keep hoping that one day it will pay off. I wish that i could say it is all good and mean it. Let June come now. Let me just break free from my life. Or if nothing else...stop the tears...