I believe that when you die reincarnation happens but, lately I dont know. Like I believe in it and everything but in the end I just don't know. Like what happens??? I'm so scared. I used to think of people dying and be like oh well but then I really started thinking about it and it's really scary. Like.. I dont know. I just want to know so badly. ( Read more... )

Well good news and yet more bad news. We'll start with good.... me and Mallory are going to see The Killers!!!!!!<3<3<3 YAY!!! *dances around* So yeah the concert is May 31, which happens to be a Tuesday so if we get too messed up we wont be going to school the next day unless we turn out to be fine. But yeah I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!! OH! also I'm ( Read more... )

Okay I've been feeling really depressed lately for tons of reasons and yeah I still don't know how to handle them. I talked with ppl but there's things I'm holding back. I don't know how to get it all out. I ofter write in my little black notebook. So that kinda helps. I hope no one finds it and reads it. I'm so sick of everyone. Well not exactly ( Read more... )

Im confused. I dont know why my problems seem so easy, but they arent. They're complicated beyond understanding. I dont know what to do anymore. I think I'll just give up and let everything work itself out, even if that makes things worse, at least I wont be confused. I used to think that my problems were stupid and not worth getting upset over. ( Read more... )

So I know lately I've been all depressed on here but I can't seem to help it. It's like everything goes wrong and no matter how much it looks good it's really really not. On the outside it's all lovely and inviting but on the inside it's hurtful and depressing. So this is why I'm like this. I can't really explain it. It's hard. No matter how hard I ( Read more... )

So today was pretty bad i was feeling sick all day and still am i dont think ill be going to school tomorrow. Lunch i had some fries to see if i needed to eat cuz i hadnt done that in a while and i didnt help at all. After school i heard that Steven was moving to Barrie with his mom and that katie and Aaron were moving as well, well actually Katie ( Read more... )

I'm so bored and i realized i havent updated this thing in a couple of days so here i am. So i was going to go to the show but on friday but then my ride and canceled and the person who was suppose to come over did come so i was left but w.e i dont really think i was in the mood for a show. Umm Saturday basically nothing Steff slept over and yeah ( Read more... )

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So the rest of the long weekend was okay i guess. Steff slept over saturday night and yeah that was fun. My grandmother came over. I would really like to hit that bitch sometimes. She's just such an idiot. Like easter morning Nicole woke up at like 8 and wanted to look for her easter stuff and my grandmother was up cuz she stayed up all night ( Read more... )

Well I got a new layout...thank you taylor<3. Umm she slept over Thursday night and yeah we watched movies and got stranded at costcos when my mom's tire blew out........ Today me, nikki, my mom, christopher and sammie, went to my aunt's for an easter dinner. My grandparents were also there too. It was nice to see everyone again, like my cousins. I ( Read more... )