So nothing has been going on since last time. Yeah I need a life. Everyone's doing better. Like Steff's dad and Samantha's uncle. My dad has been an asshole for the past few days, for no apparent reason. Yesterday he was drunk and had my aunt and uncle over. My aunt tried to act like she owned me or something bossing my around, i finally got fed up ( Read more... )

Not too much has been happening lately so I ahven't been updating it. So tonight was my last soccer game it was so cute everyone was like "Are you going to be coaching next year, because I want to be on your team." It was really cute and I got a thing that says #1 coach. Yeah so thats about it. For some reason I was in a slow song mood, it was ( Read more... )

Well tonight was pretty crappy. Do I hear a re-cap ( Read more... )

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So yesterday I finally vented my depression. It felt so good to finally just be able to talk to someone I trust. So I talked to Scott for 4 hours. I really like talking to him, he reassured my doubts and worries. It was amazing talking with Scott. He made me laugh for like the first time in like a week. Our conversation was really dramatic he had ( Read more... )

Not too much has happened. Wow I feel cool. There's only 14 days left till SOAD. Thats about it.

xoxSamxox

I don't know why (okay well I do) but anyways, I feel so depressed and things are all messed and I need to talk to someone......anyone.

I hate that I can NEVER please you. I can't seem to do anything right. I wear a t-shirt outside. "Samantha you look so fat in that." So I put on a sweater. " Samantha it's too hot for that." I hate that I'll never be good enough for you. I hate that I'll never be as good as my siblings, I'll never be smart enough or pretty enough or make you proud ( Read more... )

So far today hasn't been too bad. I got up at 9am to go yo my cousin's play off soccer game. It's actually really fun to go to they're really aggressive. Also my cousin is the goalie so it's amusing to see him dive for the ball and stuff. So as I was saying, went to bed at 5 got up at 9, who needs sleep? I've had like 4 cups of coffee and I'm still ( Read more... )

Today sorta really sucked. Well first of all my parents slept till like 2:30 because they were hungover. Last night they were so loud one of our neighbors called the cops on them. So yeah I thought that was pretty interesting. I did nothing like all day. Around 4:30ish me, Lori and Nikki decided to go see my cousin's soccer game. My aunt freaked ( Read more... )