fic: hands of time only rule this chapter

[alwaysenduphere]

COME ON, LJ. *crosses fingers*

title: hands of time only rule this chapter
pairing: sam/dean
rating: r
warnings: self harm, h/c ending pushing heavy on schmoop
summary: You can't force an addict to stop, Sam knows this better than anyone.
notes: ~1000 words. written for blindfold_spn from the prompt: "Sam finds out that Dean is self-harming as a coping

Comments

[rejeneration]

I think this is beautiful. Sad and beautiful.

I've loved many cutters in my life... I've loved and lived as an addict, as well. I think this piece-- this staid, prayerful piece-- is not the embellished drama of good writing, but life as it is lived, breath by painful breath.

[alwaysenduphere]

Thank you!

Sometimes there isn't any right thing or wrong thing to do, really even a choice about it, there just is, just to get through the day, and I wanted to make that resonate if I could. &hearts

[maypoles]

Ooh, I read this at the meme and really liked it. It's good to put a name to it. ;D

[alwaysenduphere]

Hee, glad you liked it! And yay for finding your way back to it. :P

[maypoles]

<333

Also, ummm, I don’t know if you crosspost; I think I only saw this one place, but I was wondering if you’d consider posting this (and/or any other Dean-centric h/c fics you may have) to hoodie_time. No worries if not, obvs; I was just thinking some of your fic would be of interest there. ;)

[alwaysenduphere]

I...can't remember if I crossposted this anywhere or not, actually. Hrm. Generally I only post to one or two comms; I hate oversaturating the market, so to speak. BUT. I think I joined hoodie_time the last time you suggested posting there so I don't know why I didn't think to post this there.

[alwaysenduphere]

Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it!

[geckoholic]

Just stopping by to let you know that we recced your fic HERE @ hoodie-time. :)

[alwaysenduphere]

Thank you!