I am sick. I am writing in green to match my snot. HAHA. Im so frickin glad October is over! This is the month I get to spend 8 great days with clay. I had to work all weekend. But Friday night we had a party. It was alright I went to bed after it got too lame. Im just so sick of stoners. Theyre so lame. whatever though. Today its daylight savings ( Read more... )

wow. My life is all the sudden kind of neat. So let me tell you about my nuggets thing. I get to work with the entertainment staff at the pepsi center as an intern I basically have the same job as the people on the real world minus the building parks for kids. So last Tuesday i got there late and i went right to the front of the line and showed my ( Read more... )

What a Weekend! Heather was here! So Friday after class I drove home and listened to the Gwen Stephanie song until I memorized all the words...Then I got home and Heather and I danced in the family room until mom was done doing her hair or whatever she does for so long. AND DEN....we went out to dinner with Grandma who is more and more angry every ( Read more... )

All I need is everything you are... Thats the song stuck in my head because some girls were singing it really loudly and it was so annoying. I wish the gwen stephanie song was in my head. I love that song. But not as much as I love Brittney spears. HAHA im so gross. I even bought her new perfume...Its great I would recomend it to everyone except ( Read more... )

Funny things that happend today and things that hurt:

1. Got hit in the face with a leaf blowing in the wind....Kinda hurt...big leaf strong wind

2. Burned my self on milk steamer then spilled the milk on my hand...it was 160 degrees.

3. Got dressed up all cute with Carrie and Sarah and then clay told me we were dumb...sad kind of hurt

4. Relized ( Read more... )

Welp today I left work early. My manager made me work with the guy that totally harassed me. So when I told her he got in trouble. Then like three other girls came forward and said that he harassed them. Yet STILL he was not fired. So today he was just really mean and I relized...hey I should leave, so I did. Yesterday Carrie and I went tanning and ( Read more... )

Freakin people need to stop being so gay. Seriously though. Im in trouble again at the house I asked Whitney if he would please not "clam bake" our front room in the afternoon on school days and he got all pissed off and said "if you have a problem say it to my face." He is so confused. I said it directly to him... no one else was there I just ( Read more... )

So Today i was in my room studying for my test and the boys come in and start talking. Right when I was about to say hi to them I hear my name...so ofcourse I stay quiet and listen. I know its wrong to eves drop but around here its the only way to know who your friends are. So after I hear them decide which roomate annoys max the cat the most ( ( Read more... )

Tonight I feel as if I want to scream but I know no one will hear me so I dont even want to waste the energy to do it. I dont think I can make it another two months before I see Clayton. And then do another year of this long distance shit... Its not fair. I feel trapped. I dont want to be here and I dont want to go to school in Utah...but I know I ( Read more... )

I have this feeling that not everything in my life is looking as smooth as I try to make it look. I live with 5 people and they are all great...but I dont want them to really know who I am. They wouldnt understand. They would think I am dumb for feeling the way I do about Clay and myself and of them. I wish I wasnt so judgemental all the time. I ( Read more... )