Seriously...

[alwayslagging]

I really need to get this crap off of my mind. And since this is my journal, I'm taking the opportunity to use it as a means of venting.

I'm really sick of a lot of peoples' shit

Comments

[wetnun]

That looks like it was fun to write. Good to get it out of your system. :)

[alwayslagging]

It was fun. ;)

Too bad it probably won't really change anything.

I think I really need a vacation...
Moving away is starting to look more and more appealing too. My family and few close friends are the only things really holding me here.

[wetnun]

Understandable. This area seems to get to a lot of people. Either because of the personalities it seems to breed somehow or just the general stress of making sure you can get by. There's a bunch of people that I don't blame for moving elsewhere.

Vacation would do you good though. :)

[cycloplegia]

i so know your pain on the drinking out thing. it's not only limiting (hello can't drive), but it's fucking EXPENSIVE. and, bar-folk kinda disgust me. ok, not kind of. i fucking hate them, their fake personas, and their wasted lives.

[alwayslagging]

I agree with that. :)

[crackfish]

hehe, have a baby. We found out who our true friends were after that. Dez learned that one too. People are afraid to come over because of that. Or my other favorite, people will invite us at the last minute. We need to find babysitting! Fuckers!!! The supposed "friends" we had have that mind set of, out of sight out of mind. At least some people come by to visit you, like Jon or Mac or even Mark. You know how many people come see us, 0.
I get that some question, "how's Pablo?' I don't know, why don't you come over and ask him.

[alwayslagging]

Yeah, I can understand where you're coming from about no one coming over or inviting you at the last minute. That's pretty shitty.
I know that some people stop by and see us, and I appreciate that...It's those people in the gray area of being our friends that piss me off.

I'm not afraid to come over because you guys have kids; I love kids and think they're great. I just feel bad asking you guys to hang out because I don't want to intrude on you. I know that raising kids is a full time job and that the time you and Pablo have alone must be limited. I hope that makes sense and that you don't think that Sez and I aren't your guys' friends because we don't hang out often. I think about you guys everyday. Especially when I can hear the girls crying and I think "I hope Pablo and Theresa are doing ok." :)
Anyhow, if it wouldn't be an intrusion I think it would be cool if we all hung out more often. :)

[crackfish]

oh hell no! it's not an intrusion. we are so bored some nights. it would be a nice change.