hm. So party tomorrow. Drinking with my mom, that will be interesting. She never found out about the party so thats cool shit. I'm in the clear there. She knew there was someone in her room but I squashed that shit real fast with a bunch of lies. Ha. Dance next friday and Trish is going to have party that night so Im deff. going to Brewer that ( Read more... )

yah so I was cleaning my room today ( Read more... )

I can't seem to make myself happy ( Read more... )

I had a very good day.. =)
October 3, 2005
<3

I dont even know what
to say to you monica.

Hm. Not doing so good lately. I dont know why ( Read more... )

The Dance was kick ass. Deff. the best one I have ever been to ( Read more... )

Just got back from Chad's. He left to eat with Liz
so it was just B-ron and Aubrey. We WERE watching a movie
but SOMEONE fell asleep. lol and he got cranky
when I kept waking him up so yah I just lee him sleep
till I left. I woke him up and told him bye.
He probley wont even remember it.

Lunch Box Social was today. I think I deff. set a record ( Read more... )

Whoa. Everything is happenening so fast and I'm not even catching it all.
Me and Monica are done, I guess. I barley talk to her now. She's never in school
and all her friends hate me, and all my friends hate her ( Read more... )

yah you bleed just to know you're alive
and I dont want the world to see me
B/c I dont think they'd understand
when everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know, who I am.