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are first loves just there to show you your mistakes and to open your eyes to what you could have in life. or are they meant to linger longer. i don't know what i'm trying to say. i feel dumb today.

"it's the same old song, but with a different meaning since you've been gone."


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who am i? i am the girl that most guys overlook. the one that heartbroken girls all run too. a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, a heart to care. i am the older sister, the eldest child. i'm the calm one, who just sits back and enjoys the ride. i am the girl who likes to laugh, who loves to love. i like all sorts of ( Read more... )

he said, "don't take any of that personally."
he told me, "don't be so sensitive."
oh, go f*ck yourself.

poetry i care to share:
i lost you once
even twice
my own mistake
is my vise

i can't help regret
leaving you
and now you say
you feel that too

but we have yet
to act on speech
i almost feel
you're out of reach

so near to me
and yet so far
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why is it that every f*cking person i know is so into self-mutilating.

it's depressing.

anorexia, bulimia, razorblades, lighters, swords, random piercings, bruisings, verbal self-degredation.

holy hell.

you are better than that! yes, you. as in my friends who are reading this. i know you are better than this. that is why you are my friend.

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today...

i saw:
jeremiah, willard, sean, ame, dotson ...

i always see people i know working. it's fun. but jeremiah wasn't working. he was, though, cashing a check from work. nor was dotson-- working. he got a job at cowlings though, yay for him. and come to find out, i will be working under brandon. he's an assistant manager at the smithfield subway ( Read more... )