where to start

Jul 20, 2004 16:24


i dont know where to start but that i have been thinking alot lately about Derek, and i want to like hit myself for thinking about him, but i cant, its so hard for me to think of what i would do if i saw him, and i need to tell him some things, i started writing him a letter knowing i wouldnt give it to him, but hes happy i know he is but somehow ( Read more... )

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lovinpeaceful July 20 2004, 14:11:50 UTC
mae im so sorry we need to talk i love u

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Dearest amanda paloma_negra July 20 2004, 15:36:44 UTC
Dearest Amanda,
I know you and I don't talk at all nor do I think you want to. But at least read for what I have to say. I think you need to thank Derek for making you see that you are important and yes you are something in this world. Like my teenie-bopper mom would say " you are someone wishing star and you are getting wish on.. .you just don't know it yet." I know I am not very close to you and I am sorry for all of it. But things happen I guess. I do admit that I read your journal entry's because thats the only way to see how you are doing. And maybe you don't need to go out of the country.. Just go to the beach in the early morning by yourself get a good book or your journal... Watch the waves crash and write about your story. Someone onced told me that "Every good song always comes to an end but you can always come back and listen to it.." yeah I kinda changed it. but you get it. Put your chin up and smile because you are a star.
Jaclyn

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shoppinhottie July 21 2004, 03:12:37 UTC
amanda -- aww im telling you hes such a cutie!
forget about whats his name..
i still wanna kno about the plan! :)

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i_w0keup_inacar July 22 2004, 09:12:30 UTC
i love you amanda <333

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