This weekend has been awesome, with a little bit of shitty mixed in. Tony and I nearly had a huge fight yesterday afternoon over his brother stealing half a fifth of E and J from his room. After we finally got over that, we went out to get a hotel room for the night. We had a pretty good time. Mostly just hung out, watched some tv, and drank some ( Read more... )

My class was cancelled today so I actually went in at 9am. It fucking sucked. I love that place but it's starting to really stress me out ( Read more... )

Ugh. Tony made me hang out with Steve (his little brother) tonight. I'm sorry, but I can't stand that kid. And yes, he's a kid in my eyes, even if he's 19 years old. He's such a fucking loser ( Read more... )

It has been a great weekend. Tony and I have gotten along all weekend.

He came over today and we decided to grab some Double Dragon. We went back to his house and ate. Sat around for a while. We headed up to his cousins' house around 6 or so. We hung out up there and watched Son of Mask . Bleh. Horrible. Anyways, his cousins have a new pug puppy ( Read more... )

Tony and I hung out with Dani tonight. We smoked and drank and watched some South Park.

My fucking head hurts. And I had the munchies really bad so Tony stopped and got me some White Castle. But now I just feel like I am going to throw up...

So Tony works at a landfill and today, they got like three or four dumpsters full of brand new Hard Rock Cafe merchandise. Almost everything was still wrapped in plastic. So now we have tons of hoodies, button-ups, t-shirts, sweatshirts, pins...I even for a teddy bear ( Read more... )

It seems that when I think I have it all figured out, everything changes again. Sometimes it is hard for me to distinguish how I feel and how everyone around me wants to feel. I've always had a hard time deciding things for myself. I've always had my parents or a boyfriend telling me what to do, what to think, what to feel. Maybe that's why Tony's ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for him to listen to me without yelling at me or telling me that I am wrong?

You know how they say that a girl always falls for a man just like her father? I realized tonight just how true that is. Tony called tonight and started a fight over absolutely nothing. Just like my father, I'm always tip toeing around him, try to stay on his good side. I feel like I'm constantly trying to impress him. Nothing I ever do is quite ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about Michael. In the dream he was still alive. I kept saying "No, you're dead Michael." I was so confused and scared ( Read more... )