hmm..i had a bad day. well for the most part. i want to freak out, eat alot of chocolate ice cream, get take out, read magazines, be a bitch to someone whos a bitch to me, get really drunk with my friends, cry til i cant breath, and never think about the past again. because it reuins the present. I want to be the person i was before school even ( Read more... )

Today didnt turn out to be that bad..considering my mom wouldnt let me go out..cuz shes retarted lol but i ended up going to run errands and i ran into briana and ppl and we went to cvs and the video store..yah realy exciting lol friday night me and jill went to Applebees..so good , then to iparty and got these cute valentines day cocktail glasses ( Read more... )

hmm i just got home from work it was so boring..and im tired as hell. and my weekend was so fun, friday me jill, kasia adam and his extremly hott friend john, went out. We got so high haha and we went to his house(johns) and it was empty cuz it was his old house and we just sat there for a long time and smoked and shitt haha. good times. jill holy ( Read more... )

So we didnt have school today..our second *snow day* this week..haha but it kinda sucks cuz now we have midterms longer and its more confusing lol but w/e . i did absolutly nothing today besides sit on my ass, i was too lazy to clean off my car and the roads were really shitty so. i just watched movies and stuff ( Read more... )

*last night was scary.. me and ash and bri and kasia went to go to Jimmy's party at like 9 30 and were on the street and all the sudden like 5 cop cars come around the corner i was like holy shittt we went down to the end of the street..and turned around and fucking threw my drink out the window lol we were sooo scared. kasia got stuck on the ( Read more... )

Last night me and ashley went to Uno's to eat then we were planning to go to max's party..and so she calls him and hes like dont come til 10 so were like thats gay we have to be home at 11 lol so we drove around for like and hour doing absolutly nothing its like 8 30 and we go over briana's house and beg her parents to let her come out for a while ( Read more... )

Well tonight was a waste of make-up :/ I honestly done know why i get so upset all the time its like i have these random outbursts of crying..like yah there are reasons why i feel like this but i try to just get over them and play off that im okay and act normal. but the truth is, im not the same person. I just get so worried all the time and i ( Read more... )

Like honestly im so happy that things are ok now. i made a mistake and we got over that and im soo happy that were not fighting ash : ) . He is the biggest problem thought he makes things so much worse than they already are..and we are SOOO much better than him and i know i'v learned from this and obviously you have to.. QtAsh26: like honestly ( Read more... )

well i really dont feel like talking , not really in the mood. im just so sick of people and all there excuses to things and there LIES and just everything its just getting so old. not to mention my parents are driving me absolutly insanee and i just have soo many things on my mind and everything is just stressing me the fuck out and i get upset ( Read more... )

3 Mixed drinks, 2 beers, and 4 Martini's later ( Read more... )