Relationships are always the hardest thing to deal with in life. You don't want to hurt the other person, but end up giving up your happiness. That's not how it should be. You should be happy when you're with someone, you shouldn't have doubt. When someone can't trust you, it won't work. When you love someone, but feel so unhappy at the same time ( Read more... )

My friends Kyle and Ashley had their little girl Wednesday morning. Her name's Grace, she's 6 lbs. She is so beautiful! I love her. :]


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Love is when you carve your names in a tree so that you can go back twenty years from now and see how much it grew. And love is when incase that tree is cut down you carve your name into a rock because it will still be standing strong.

Today me and Josh drove to the beach when I got out of work cause it was so nice out. On the ride there we listened to music and sang along a bit, it was a nice ride. At some point a little before we got to the beach, he was leaning on me and I wondered how much it would cost to run away and get married right then. It would make me happy. Other ( Read more... )

 For once, just once, I'm completely happy. I spent sunday night with Josh. It's so strange that when I'm with him, I feel as though I'm home. I can lay next to him, and sleep. I can smile and laugh with him. I'm completely myself around him. I've never truly been like that with anyone else. I love him. Last night we were talking and watching each ( Read more... )

So I went to leave Josh last night and as I was hugging him goodbye I felt something in my pocket. I reached inside my jacket pocket and found a piece of paper, all folded up. At first I thought it was something I left in my pocket, but then I looked at Josh and he was smiling. Then I realized he had slipped the note into my pocket when I was out ( Read more... )

For no reason I'm in a stange mood. I just went through all my old livejournal posts. I'm wondering where Josh is, since he usually comes on when he gets home from school at 2:30, who knows, maybe he's sleeping or didn't go to school today. I love him, yes I do. I know, cliche cause I've said it about everyone else. But yeah, this time it's real. ( Read more... )

So, finally. I found the guy I'm meant to be with. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone. I can comfortably speak about anything with him, I can talk about the future and not get all nervous or think it's too pushy. I mean, from the exact moment we met we've been comfortable together. One look, and we were perfectly comfortable with each ( Read more... )

By far this has been the best weekend of my life. Or at least that I've had in a long time. Saturday I hung out with Kimi and Ed at Ed's house. We went swimming and hung out, then I stayed over Kimi's that night and baked cookies. Sunday afternoon I had a family dinner with Kimi's parents, brothers, and grandparents. Then I worked for a few hours. ( Read more... )

Well life has been interesting. I've decided to take time to have fun and keep intouch with friends the best I can while my life becomes increasingly busier. I'm having a bit of trouble with my relationship, but oh well, I'm not going to stress about it. Anyway; back to the subject of this post....

I bought a car!!


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