I've just been pulling pulling pulling. I've just been sad sad sad. I can't control my emotions lately. I've been yelling at Matthew for no reason. I realize that alot of people don't like me or feign it. I honestly try to make everybody happy. But honestly, sometimes it gets so overwhelming that I want someone to feel the pain I feel. Feel ( Read more... )

First things first:

Happy Belated 18th Birthday to Megan Kristen McCourt!!!!I've bitten my lip to crap tonight ( Read more... )

I got yelled at today for saying "making babies" in CCD class when I discussed the Immaculate Conception. The mother pulled me aside, reprimanded me, and then told me she was finding another CCD program. How many more classes do I have to teach ( Read more... )

I prayknow things will work out, You're my shining star.

I need you like water, like breath like rain.
I need you like mercy from heaven's gates.
There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through.
I need you...

If you never leave me it will have been well worth the wait.
love you

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Tonight I filled out my applications. UMASS Amherst and HCC.
All I want is to get into the UMASS.
I think I will. But you never know.
Don't count your chickens before they hatch.

Feel better baby, I hate seeing you like this.

I have to shovel soooo much tommorrow. No princesses in this casa.

This made me cry, filled it out for Leah ( Read more... )

Tommorrow's New Years Eve everyone. I won't be here ( Read more... )

Got a new flip top phone and a new number, 5194622.

100,000 dead just like that.
Alot of people will want to know why God would let this happen.
Sometimes I don't know, free will aside.

i want to go horseback riding and then cliff jumping immediately afterwards