memories suck
Beware alot of pictures... im depressed
Wow so i just got crazily depressed. And there i just lied, i lied to myself and everyone the truth is its been eating away at me for weeks and ive tried to hide it and cover it. I attempted to trick myself into thinking that I was happy and that i could just move and replace what i felt with cameron with someone else. I mean dont get me wrong this guy i like is great, he's really cool and we get along well. It just isnt the same at all. I mean right now its the memories that are killing me i just liked him so much i mean i dont know what love is i guess but it was the closest thing ive ever been. I just want it back i want the relationship i want him.
Wow so i just got crazily depressed. And there i just lied, i lied to myself and everyone the truth is its been eating away at me for weeks and ive tried to hide it and cover it. I attempted to trick myself into thinking that I was happy and that i could just move and replace what i felt with cameron with someone else. I mean dont get me wrong this guy i like is great, he's really cool and we get along well. It just isnt the same at all. I mean right now its the memories that are killing me i just liked him so much i mean i dont know what love is i guess but it was the closest thing ive ever been. I just want it back i want the relationship i want him.