Once upon a time, there was a girl who wanted to grow up, but not now. Never now.
I'm 20 today. I really don't like it *sigh* Though I'm glad it's my birthday.
I don't like getting older so fast. It's not really fast, since I don't actually feel like a teenager anymore, but I don't feel 20, that as hell's for sure.
20. It's so looming and large and about to crush me with responsibility and adulthood, except for the drinking ( Read more... )
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But I do know how you feel, a little. 20 feels like the limit of youth for me, as well - but then I know a lot of 20-and-over-year-olds and they're still blissfully young, believe me - only they feel better than they did before. My brother just turned 22 a couple of weeks ago, and he said it was kind of great. You start to know yourself and how things work, so that eventually (after the growth pains) gives you some kind of peace, and at the same time you're definitely not a 'grown-up' yet. There's still so much to do and so much to discover. He said he felt a loooooot better than when he was eighteen or nineteen. So I dunno...
And then there's E, who's 33, but she sure as hell isn't grown up yet :) So just stay who you are! The numbers don't change anything. You're just a day older than yesterday.
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