so once again, it's been a while... a lot has changed... i'm single... depressed... and it's winter... i'm lonely... i need a boyfriend... most of my friends aren't around anymore... for reasons that i don't know... but the ones who stuck around are amazing... i plan to write a book realllllllyyyy soon... yeah, i'm being random now. no one uses ( Read more... )

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER!!!! Ahhh... I LOVE summer. It's finally here and I'm extremely excited ( Read more... )

It's coming much faster than expected. I used to love summer and I guess I still do, but it's just the fact that this is our last summer together. Well last real summer at least. I mean high school is over and done with and most people would be absolutely excited, but for me... I'm overly nervous, anxious, and depressed,

Remember when things used to ( Read more... )

I need to start updating this thing more... But yeah... I've been kinda busy I guess. I get out of school in 3 days... FOREVER! I'm pretty much super, super scared. I hate change and even talking about the future freaks me out... Anyway... Prom was Saturday. And it was once again a complete disappointment. Kind of depressing really ( Read more... )

i'm single... i'm in love... boys suck... school is ending forever... summer is coming too soon... i hate my 4th block... i'm fat and not too pretty... i fall too easily... i'm going to lose my best friend once we graduate... i'm scared of what i will become... i hate change... i hate the future... i don't want to ever get over him... he doesn't ( Read more... )

so, i haven't updated this thing since the day before prom... and now seeing how excited i was is kinda depressing. yeah, the guy of my dreams was my date, but my expectations for prom were definitely not met. i mean he was an amazing date... opened up doors and all that stuff, but prom in general just wasn't my cup of tea. hopefully senior prom is ( Read more... )

PROM IS TOMORROW!!! Definitely excited! Oh, and my date is hotter than your's, lol.

love love <3 <3

so, i haven't updated in FOREVER! here's the update ( Read more... )

so, steven is going to nitro in january... it really kills me... i love him so much and no matter what he does i can not and will not ever stop... love's a bitch... and so is life for that matter. I didn't go to formal, but i did go to some parties afterwards. it was pretty cool. so as of now i don't have a date to prom anymore... i figure i should ( Read more... )

so, I have a date to prom, yet no date for formal... weird huh? grrr... oh well, i'm sure i'll have fun dancing and such with my friends... and the parties afterwards are the higlights anyways, haha.

love love: jen