Sounds like you're having a rough time dealing with that STI.
This journal entry seems to point out that you are directly viewing love and sex as the same drive in life. Or at least very much so coupled to each other. (I mean, with comments like "point of living without intimacy?" - "Without Love?" Then saying there's noting more to life but sexual/loving interplay between two human beings.)
But love and sex can be very far apart, even not related. People (and you) can be full of passion for life, but not relate that passion to sex. Love is both a feeling and an action, and neither have to lead to sex, and neither needs to be birthed from sex.
It's not about there being more to life then sex, but that there's more to love then sex.
I hope you heal quickly from that STI, most forms of HPV can be recovered from.
No, it can't be cured, though I've read that it can go away after a couple years. Also, I don't think having your penis turn into a wart-dispenser is 'just a shitty phase', personally.
don't worry! you're not alone! i felt so alone too! trust me, you'll meet someone and you'll be happy with them! i never thought i'd find a cool boyfriend that i have so much in common with who accepts me for who i am. :) the thing is--- at the time that i met him, hpv was the least of my concerns. i had wayyyy bigger problems than that. i know that if i can find someone, you can too.
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This journal entry seems to point out that you are directly viewing love and sex as the same drive in life. Or at least very much so coupled to each other.
(I mean, with comments like "point of living without intimacy?" - "Without Love?" Then saying there's noting more to life but sexual/loving interplay between two human beings.)
But love and sex can be very far apart, even not related. People (and you) can be full of passion for life, but not relate that passion to sex. Love is both a feeling and an action, and neither have to lead to sex, and neither needs to be birthed from sex.
It's not about there being more to life then sex, but that there's more to love then sex.
I hope you heal quickly from that STI, most forms of HPV can be recovered from.
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the thing is--- at the time that i met him, hpv was the least of my concerns. i had wayyyy bigger problems than that. i know that if i can find someone, you can too.
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