wow mow that ive cooled down just a little i just wanna say sorry for the swearing in the last entry! i was alittle cranky at two annoying little individuals sorry once again!

soz guys i deleted this entry i feel it may cause some probs for me if it enters the wrong hands

today i had the day off i just couldnt face the world i literally couldnt drag myself out of my bed so i faked a sickie! i feel bad cos it is my hsc year but i just couldnt do it i have no oomph nemore i just dont have a reason to get up and go out i dont know why i just cant i am sick of this face i put on for the world i am so tired of playing ( Read more... )

this is so hard i am hurting but i cant explain why with out everyone getting suss it just feels like i cant talk anymore i just dont understand i used to be this wonderful happy person now all i can do is pretend to be happy! i dont know how much more i can handle before i break! i know u guys dont understand wots going on all i can do is cry for ( Read more... )

wow that last post just turned into a gossip session i feel!
i dunno wot to feel any more i have sooo much shit i just dont know how to deal any more HELP me please!!!!

I havent posted in a while so I thought it was about time I got my act together! Well last weekend I went for a romantic weekend away with Michael we went to Newcastle and I had a blast we went to this giant club for dinner on fri nyt there were pokies everywhere and it was just huge everything was shiny and you all know how I love shiny things!!! ( Read more... )

hey guys just a short post to let u know im ok ( Read more... )

well here i am sitting up in my study listening to my parents fighting for like the hundredth time this week! its over just little things like dad taknig his medication and eating the wrong things but still the fightning is beginning to become unbareable! this morning i woke up at 5: 30 to my dad yelling his head off at nothing and my mum screaming ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey guys I havent updated this for a while so I thought id get my act together and make an entry ( Read more... )

Wow what a night I where do I start, well it was shauns party last night and I decided to go obviously cos I luv my shauny t o bits!!! Well it all started off just fine I seriously had like one drink cos I wasn’t getting drunkj I had to be home at Twelve and I had to be SOBER so it wasn’t gunna ba big nyt for me well I ahd like two drinks wen we ( Read more... )