Not Fair

[alyflute31]

Things haven't always gone my way before; it's not like this is unusual.  Life isn't fair; things happen for a reason; cliches cliches.  But I don't understand how I can want something SO bad and I think I deserve and am qualified for and not get what I want.  I think I worked hard for it.  I'm working ridiculously hard trying to figure out what to

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[glassylunacy]

i don't know if it helps any, but i can't get to the berkeley website to work either, so at least it's not like it's just you.

i'm really sorry. i know how much this means to you, and i know you'll get it somehow. the how may not be clear to you now, and you may end up extraordinarily unhappy in the meantime (i speak from experience), but things will start to sort themselves out and i know you'll get there somehow. anyway, platitudes are about all i have.

also, it's been three weeks for me, too, and as you know, i'm always ready to cry. call me anytime.