Tired! of the same old BULLSHIT!

[alynee_]

Its been awhile since i've updated... havent really felt like it... and besides its always depressing!... like my life

Comments

[beyond_loving]

i've tried to be here for you .. i'm sorry that you feel as though heather's the only one there .. i've tried to manage my life, school, grant, and my friends but i guess i'm not doing a very good job .. well i hope you feel better .. i love you

[alynee_]

its not that you havent tried... i just know that you are struggling to balance everything... and i feel as though i am a burden... i love you too

[beyond_loving]

that couldn't be further from the truth .. you could never be a burden to me .. i am struggling with the balancing aspect but no matter what my friends are first .. never forget that .. i love you

[alynee_]

thank you babygirl... if you ever need me you just holla at a bitch... im always home... i love ya

[drumzilla]

hey gal.....lemme say this.....im not disappointed in ya at all. as long as you're okay, then thats all that matters. and hell, if ya need someone to talk to, im usually pretty bored lol. i got plenty of time lol. but cheer up, everything will be fine. we're all here for ya!!!!

[alynee_]

thanks richard... me and heather might see you at the game tonight... depends really...

[shaunalea]

your a butt!!! I never comment because I never have anything to say..but lately, I've started saying a lot that is on my mind. I'm at your house a lot...well ok..so I actually kinda live with you 99% of the time. So there is no excuse to say that you have no friends to talk to!!! I would hope that I'm more than your friend...I mean I am marrying your brother silly! I would love someone to talk to with ideas about our wedding,(I kinda felt like you all didn't care when we anounced the date =( ) and even when BJ was gone to the .. swaray or whatever ( I can't spell ) I came to see you because you had me worried. Maybe you don't consider me a friend because we never met before I started dating your brother but I do try to help and I wanna be there if you need me. I'm sorry I'm a freak, I really don't have many friends, and I'm just the short, fat, redhead that hangs out at your house lol..but BJ and I are always bored and want someone to hang out with..maybe you are just lookin to hard for someone to relate too, and not under your own

[alynee_]

its not that your not my friend... i just feel like you and bj have better things to do than talk to me... and most of my problems bj could give a shit less about and that bothers me badly... thats why i distance myself... and dont talk much

[jamiesgrl]

I'm sure im the last person you want to talk to, and i know we never really got to get to know each other very well, but im really not a bad person. Allyson i know what ur going thru and believe me there are days that i have to make myself go out the front door. I think our family must be cursed with depression!! I would help you in any way i could. Heather and I have always been pretty close and i would love to be there for you too. You can call me anytime. my # is 523-4083. good luck and i will be praying for you. Love tonya

[alynee_]

depression has got to be a family thing... i mean we are all crazy in some way or another... but now that i know where you have moved too... and your number... if i need ya... i'll be sure to call

Love ya!

[xstacynicolex]

I really don't know what to say Aly, but I love ya and I will always be available if you want to talk*

[alynee_]

Thank you so much stacy... im here for you too... if ya ever do need me... i love ya sweetie!