wide awake

[alysanicole]

so i decided that i would start to update my journal again. it's been a few months. i dont know if anyone ever reads these things anymore, but it gives me a place to vent if nothing else and sometimes a little venting is good for you. so, it's 5:40 am and i've been awake for hours now. i haven't been able to sleep in days. i wonder if it's

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[venom800tt]

alysa, alysa, why worriest thou?

[kisslis89]

"i guess i'll just have to hit my knees and pray for that to happen" sounds like a good idea 2 me. but yeah...what guys do 2 girls these days...
KISS

dieck

[theballplaya08]

How do I luv the... Ur the best babe and I want u to kno that I am here for u no matter wat... I'm so happy I've been able to be ur friend.... Wat r we gonna do nxt yr?? Ur such a kool and sweet kid and I'm sure the right things will happen between u and b dizzle.. Don't let it get to u.. I luv u babe... Kk

[xfalsebeautyxx]

I am glad you are writing again. Without you writing I am lost from your life. And I like being in it, and understanding it. But Alysa, if he is right for you then you won`t need to pray for certain guys to come to his door, because the guy will be coming to them. Trust me, if he is as wonderful as you say he is, the more he falls for you, the closer he will get to understand what he has to do in life. Just don`t force him into anything, and it will happen. I love you Alysa Nicole and I am going to cry when you go away. I am going to miss you so much. Promise you won`t forget your favorite and will write me any chance you get! And call if you can`t sleep. I never sleep. Too many things in life to focus on, to change...to be able to sleep well. And I am always on the phone, with someone. So call me! I`ll hang up on anyone, to make you feel a little bit better and to avoid your tears from falling. Or to even comfort you, while they do.

I love you!

[alysanicole]

you guys rock. thanks!!!