Hit or miss. Hit or miss.

[alyson_h]

I spend so much time just sitting here and twiddling my thumbs it's sickening. I should make use of this time, maybe update more frequently... but then this journal thing would lose all sincere meaning. *laughs* Right. Like it ever really had meaning. I'm not here to cause revolutions, I'm just here to give them the push in the right

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[jensen_ackles]

you finally updated, i should stick a gold star on your nose.

i'd like to think that i understand what was said in your post. it's hard to move on but it's even harder to resist doing so. it's different for everyone, i suppose, but in some ways it's always the same. transition is one of life's hard realities. i think back on my high school days now and wonder where everyone has gone.

you inevitably lose people who are important to you along the way. it aches, it sucks, it's a fucking bitch. but it's more important not to lose yourself.

[alyson_h]

I don't care what they say on commercials-- change so isn't good. Well, it can be, but for the most part it's not. You miss certain aspects of life, the seeminglly simple things like lunch in the cafeteria in high school or even just walking down a city street without being asked for an autograph. It's not that I dislike that part of the job, it's just that sometimes I really miss just being Allison Hannigan, the girl next door.
I'll agree that change is nessesary. Everything, from daily routine to changes in the relationships are vital in life to make it interesting, all the more interesting. However, before change, everything seems so simplistic. You can't help but wish for a time machine, to go back and relive some of that.
So, how about that gold star?

He who lies is a dirty lurker. ^.-

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[jensen_ackles]

i concur, simplicity is always more attractive than transition. more so in the business we're in. but it's also very pervasive. no one can expect to go through any given time without experiencing changes, negligible or momentous. life just doesn't work out that way, the fucker.

It's sanctioned by lurkaholics. *grins*

[alyson_h]

I've come to terms with that sad fact. I just hope that the next momentous change is for the better as opposed to for the worst. I need some tidings of great joy.

I don't care if Lurkaholics condones it! You have to come on to see my sexy new name. Yeah. ^^;