I'm getting tired.

[alyson_h]

I remember when I used to hate the people who liked to disappear off the face of the Livejournal universe for months at a time, then just one day popping up again, thinking that they still had their place just... because. And now I'm becoming one of those people. The irony of it all, wouldn't you say? Sometimes I make myself sick

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[ejohnson]

You've been busy, honey, we can't fault you for that. I'm back and forth myself, so. It's all good. I still love you. :D

[Oh, if you go, I will miss you so so so much! *coughs* Email me if you want, and I will give you [my] journal, cause I really don't want to lose you all together. I am, after all, your platonic boyfriend! *hugs*]

[alyson_h]

I still love you too, baby. *grin* I'm glad that you aren't mad. Just gotta wait and worry about what my other platonic stalker/ee will say, and I think I can live.

[It's not that I want to go, really. You have no idea how much you mean to me. *grin, hugs back* And if I do, I'll take you up on that offer and e-mail you. I promise.]

[ejohnson]

Beh on him, I say! *g* He'll be fine; and if he isn't, I'll make sure he is. :D

[I understand that too. And you know, even if you don't leave, I'll still switch stuff with you, you won't be the first person in the game who knows me out of character. ;)

And I'm gonna be selfish for a minute and say I hope that you don't go. *nods*]

[alyson_h]

*grins* I love you, bunches, my darling platonic. But you already knew that.

[Maybe what this world needs is some more selfish people. *laughs* But really, it means a lot to me that you'd want me here. Might even be enough motivation to actually do it, too.
If I don't see you on AIM soon, I'll e-mail you my info. Right now, I'm just plain lazy. ;)]

[andy_hallett]

Well, if I hadn't had you on set all this week to harrass and stalk ... then maybe I would be mad you'd disappeared here.

[*hugs* I second what "my" hubby said. ;)]

[alyson_h]

*uses the icon because she knows he likes it so much* I wish that I could hang out with the Angel crew more often. Guest appearences are fun. *grins* Love you.

[Selfish people seem to be taking over the world. *laughs* Eh. Maybe I won't leave.. you're both making this hard on me, I'll have you know.]

[andy_hallett]

I do! I love that icon! I love the grin. :D I think I could handle working with you every day. *nods* It'd turn back into a party on the set. Love you too, sweetheart.

[*gets selfish* hee! You've always made this place a little more fun with your presence, and I love, adore, and thank you for it. :D So, one way or the other - here or [here] - I don't want to lose you.]

[alyson_h]

You're really giving me no choice but to use it again and again and again. You might just get sick of it. *smiles* Eh. Your presence makes my journal warm and fuzzy.
Nice pink shirt. ;)

[You won't lose me all together. I can promise you that much. <3 If we do much more of this, I might just start singing the Backstreet Boys-- "Don't wanna loooooose you now.. Oh no, I know we can win this.."]

[ex_emmanuell42]

I was just thinking about you the other day. I get so upset every time I see you on my TV and realize how much I miss you. And at two episodes a day and three on Tuesdays that's a lot of Aly missing.

[you are really just great and I can't imagine anyone being able to play Aly quite like you. you give so much character to the role and I really adore you. if you do go, which I am hoping against try and keep in touch. you can always email Emmy's address and we can figure out something from there. :-*]

I love that icon.

[alyson_h]

*favorite icon usage in effect*
Aw, Emmy. :-/ You'll always be my best girl. We'll haveta do something together soon. All this "Missing Aly" thing just simply won't do.

[I really don't know what to say to that. *laughs a little* I guess I never thought that in going I'd leave such a gaping hole in some people's RP Universe. Like I said to Eric, I'll be sure to do that.
*laughs a little* Maybe leaving isn't such a good idea after all.]

[ex_emmanuell42]

I should log in so you don't keep getting this one.

[Well I know there have been plenty of times that I have wanted to let Emmy go but then I get back into being active for a few days and I realize I really do love this junk. If you want to keep taking a break then do that, who knows maybe you will feel more Aly-like soon. Just don't let the journal die and if you pick someone please be ridiculously choosy. But yes, I am still all for you staying. :D ]

[alyson_h]

Hey, look, you've got a keyword. *laughs*

[If I do let her go, of course I'd be rediculous to the point of annoyance when it came to choosing a new one! Aly was my first RP character.. not to mention the longest-living. I'll probably end up being one of those people who just offers a code to make a new Aly journal so I could keep this one. Way too many memories, here.
I might very well be considering giving this journal another shot. As far as getting active on AIM again, I'm still debating.]

[katherineheigl]

[[ Aww. *hugs* I love you. I'm sure whatever you decide to do will be the right decision. ]]

[alyson_h]

[*smiles a little, hugging back* Thanks, Katie-shaped person. Mm, I'm really starting to think that sticking it out for even just a little bit longer might be worthwhile. Stay tuned. ;) And I love you, too.]

[alyson_h]

Yeah, and don't I know it. Sometimes, there's just way too much to take in at once.

[God, don't you think for a second that you weren't as superdooperificious to have a conversation with, whether it be IC or OOC. You've always been one of the nicest, most sincere people I've had the opportunity to talk to. *grin* I swear that you'll be one of the people that I give my RL journal name and e-mail to when and if I make the decision to leave.]