Too sad/worried to update....I'll update when I feel up to it....

OK...I'm not happy anymore...I'm in tears right now. There's this guy I met in a chatroom when I was bored and was going to talk to perverts. I talked to him....haven't really known him that long. But we're talking last night and I told him I had to go because if I didn't I was going to fall asleep at the computer because I was exhausted. Then he ( Read more... )

Wow....I'm happy again. Morgan, as I said has been trying to get me and Jacob to go out and he said he would if he didn't like someone. Just that he said that made me soooo happy! I'm surprised he said he even would but then maybe he's one of those 'of a kind' guys who knows how they should treat girls and go for what's in the inside not the ( Read more... )

They're the ones who get your jokes. Share your dreams. The ones who know you best. They're the ones who'll be there for you, because you'll always be there for them. Friendship. That's what it's all about ( Read more... )

Welp, there's a rumor going around about me at NORTHRIDGE! I don't even go to Northridge! This gay! Immature idiots! GOSH! I mean the rumors not really that bad...it's what I want but still! And since it's at Northridge I can't do anything about it! GAWD, people grow up and get some lives. Stop making everyone else's miserable! Welp, I'm done ( Read more... )

Well, I found out that Jacob has a girlfriend...I guess. *tears* Oh well, I'll live...I'll never get him anyways. Like Morgan said he has this weird vibe towards girls. Like...yeah it's weird. -*-Anyways ( Read more... )

Well, still no answer from Jacob. He got on yesterday and he doesn't like me more than a friend but that doesn't mean he won't go out with me. So yeah, David asked him out for me but he never answered and got offline. So, I'm thinking maybe he got disconnected or something. So yeah. Today was just some boring stuff that happened...not going to go ( Read more... )

OK...well I think many of you know that I've been trying to put music on my Xanga and I couldn't get it to work...well it works now...I'm just not done putting all the music I want on there ( Read more... )

SMILE............Because you're alive ( Read more... )

Wow....I got a wake up call this morning. My brother wanted a friend over at my dad's and he called to ask and Kevin told him that our dad was in the hospital. I just started flipping out but you really couldn't tell by looking at me that I was flipping out. I just got all quiet and didn't talk to anyone ( Read more... )