What is wrong with me...why can't I let things flow, why can't I let things be? Am I trying to manipulate life? Am I trying to force connections that aren't there? If there is not a connection from the beginning, there will never be a connection. If you do not establish yourself fast enough, you will never establish yourself. I want to leave to ( Read more... )

So my 18th birthday is in exactly one month...can't wait! I'm moving to Cayucos in exactly two months and one day. Cayucos, for those of you who might be reading this and aren't sure where it's at, is actually in San Luis Obispo.  I'm really looking foward to that. I'm scared, but I know I have to go...for my own good. A lot of things are changin ( Read more... )

Well....my 18th birthday is finally coming up. One month and 13 days to be exact....God, I've been waiting for that day since i was 13. heh. So, two months and 13 I'm going to be on my way to San Luis Obispo...I'm going up sometime in September to check my room out, check the weather out and stuff...but actual moving date has been set for the 19th ( Read more... )

So, last night....Michael's last night in town. I gave up the rest of the month to be able to go out last night....there's not a whole lot left to the rest of the month, but whatever. Me, Melissa,  Josh and James, and of course Michael go to the park, hang out for a while....walk down a canal bank and then everyone decides to go home...it was one ( Read more... )

Life, I love you.  Excite me.

I will be very bored and lonely this weekend. 
I'm looking for an apartment...and deciding which college I want to go to....yes....I am actually going to college. I don't really want to move to L.A....but whatever, it's only for two years...i think I can handle it....ugh.....big city.....ewwww! haha

Last night....sucked.....balls....hairy balls.
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but...me and barbara have known each other for two years now...crazy!
I love her and she's my favorite!

Tonight....will be a night that i will remember for the rest of my life, whether it goes well or not. Tonight, tonight.

I've found that I really really like to drive out to the country and do nothing in particular. Just sit. Explore. Find cool houses. Find cool people. Find cool. I think I'm giong to make a music video with my tambourine out on the country. I'll be famous! haha.
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I made myself a new livejournal, and decided that there are certain things that just shouldn't be posted online for the whole world to see, especially since I am not one those people who post everthing as private, or "just friends". I'm still going to update regularly and stuff. so don't frett!
I gues that's it for today.
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