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[alyssacore315]

im back in my funk.

and it is not the kind that makes you want to groove.

it is the kind that makes me stay up all night.
halfway crying.
missing justin and having terrible thoughts and stomach aches.

im sick of school.
im sick of work.
i hate christmas and its not even thanksgiving yet.
i hate bills.
i hate that i had to have my computer so

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[sk8erpez]

i am sorry to hear about this, i know how you feel about your parents. When my step mom left my dad, i was so pissed because they knew about it for a long time and i did not like that my dad was being left for another man. but i dont know the true since my mom told me what my dad told her. PT and i never not the true. i feel like my family lies to us kids to make it seem like nothing is wrong.
i have been trying to contact them (boyfriends) and i get no luck since i am not home yet. i hope they want to hang out tomorrow too since they are hanging out tonight. since i will be busy all week.
i miss you and take care.