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[alyssalovesall]

Here's a toast
To all those
Who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon...

I dont fuckin wanna move to Florida! Thats all thats on my mind right now. I just had a huge fight with my mom over it. I hate it there. I hope a hurricane kills me the first

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my alyssa!!! :0(

[razrblde_romnce]

wow. alyssa... that entry made me feel so much for you. like it really got to me. i would HATE to see you leave... but i wouldnt mind watching you walk away. ;0) lol jk. no but really. i love you so much and i dont want to see (or read) that your so upset like this. thats why the entry got to me so hard. oh yeah and btw... school is SO not the same with you or the other seniors (well... you expecially) i cant believe your mom is so not understanding. i wish i could do something to keep you here. id work 5 jobs to buy you an apt and pay rent and shtuff so you can stay up here with us. oh geez alyssa. i hope everything goes perfect for you. you totally deserve it. and if you do move to florida... (which i wont let you) i promise ill go to college down there close to you so you have a friend near by. my mom wouldnt mind me going down there anyways. but ill keep my word if you want me too. i wont let you be so upset or depressed like this. I WONT LET IT CONTINUE! i hope this cheers you up or makes you smile that contagious (spelling?)

I LOVE UUUU!!!!

[anonymous]

Hey, It's Becky and i just want to say that i love u sooooo much and that everything will be fine......i hate college a lot so i think im moving back home for sophomore year and im gonna get an apartment.....soooo if u stay home maybe we could get an apartment together and u wont have to say goodbye to anyone!!!!! Well, i kno its rough right now but u have made an impact on so many peoples lives that they will all be there for u and help u when u need it. Hey, u can't be happy all the time but everyone will try their hardest to make u smile again. Well, I LOVE U and ill see u soon, dont forget the FAB5 luv ya

Lyssy!!!

[baseballl14]

I almost cried reading your entry, just like you almost did with mine. You can't move we wont allow it!!! Your too cool to leave us, I dont want you to move to florida even if I am in college there. Also your mom's story agrees with you, staying here for at least one more year, then moving. But still you cant move!!!

L ya

Evan

[lastthreewords]

omgg alyssaaaa i havent seen/talked to you in soooo long!!
but i saw your picture in the dance studio at school and mrs. c was talking about how good you were and it reminded me your moving!! aaahhh and then i read your journal entry, im so sorry everythings going shitty for you lately but you ARE a strong person, dont doubt yourself and goodbyes are extremely hard but your a tough girl and youll get through it...and like your other friend said somewhere on here lol..you have made such a difference in so many peoples lives including mine and those people will never forget you, you are one of the most honest, genuine, and good hearted people ive met in hauppauge and thats rare to come by..you are an amazing friend and person!!!

i will never forget youu!!
come visit us in dance soon!
love youuuu :)
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