Tomorrow's too late and yesterday's a lie and now there's nothing left to say...

[alyssaswissy]

My life up until this point has been for nothing. A waste. Work as hard as you want and stress as much as you can until you burst, and sometimes you do...and for what? Not a damn thing. To end up where everyone else is. Had I known I would have done it all different and enjoyed my youth more. But I guess it's too late for that. Fuck it. There's

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[hemustvebled]

Fuck you, I'm gonna say it anyway: Oh you're not, you're so great. 'CAUSE IT'S TRUE!! AAAHH!! You know, you're pissing me off with this crap. You're nowhere near pathetic. I won't let you settle for a waste. It's all for something. I promise. If nothing else, you seriously make me want to be more responsible, and try harder. If anything I'm pathetic. At least you gave it an effort. What do I have to show from High School?? Sure it didn't get you exactly where you wanted to go, but at least you can look back on it and be proud of the effort you made. Every time I think about that school, I remember how I barely made it out. How I had to take extra classes the summer after my senior year just to get my diploma. You know how much I hate myself for not trying. I remember sitting in the stands cheering on all of my friends at their graduation, when it should have been mine too. You're not pathetic. You are great. Pathetic is having the knowledge, and the skill to do something with your life, but passing up opprotunity, after opprotunity

:( sober face... :D drunk face!!! :* (horny face) ...(_|_) butt face???

[hairgolong]

i'm with andrew here on the whole "oh you're not, you're so great" deal... because at least you TRIED and you gave it your best effort, and you did nothing wrong in trying! i mean, i'd call you dumb if you didn't try and wondered why nothing went right... you know theres this thing, i think your teachers write it or something, and it makes the school reconsider you and stuff... so maybe you should look into that. i love you alyssa, and its about time you and cappy reunited! hehe
<3 you most! -michelle