Erg...

[alyssaswissy]

No one called me to hang out after prom. Fine. Whatever. Maybe it's better I missed out on the entire night so I couldn't see what it was even like to go to Prom so I won't know what I missed. It's still fucked up though. I got the entire weekend off work which was not easy since I just started and I haven't done shit. Tonight Michelle tried to

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[girlscoutreject]

honestly alyssa, im with you. i made a promise to myself and others that i will stay sober and never do any drugs that arent perscription or legal. i dont want to turn out like them. it is NOT something that looks like fun. i dont know. their addiction is getting worse and im getting more worried about them. pretty much all i do now when they ask me to join them is i sit there and watch them ruin their lives while they snort, drink, pop... whats next? heroin? meth? I'm usually the one to just watch. i dont tell them whether they should or whether they shouldnt because its obviously not going to make a damned impression on them either way. so maybe they'll fuck up once and get caught or realize that it's not the only way to have fun in camarillo. and then they will look at people like us and think 'why didnt i stop a long time ago?' or even 'maybe i can clean myself up and get on with my life

[grizzabella]

True dat homegrrls. I've never really been into that scene, but I can imagine how hard it is to get out of. All you can do is be there for them, especially when they start to think "maybe i shouldn't do this anymore" and try to keep them holding on to the feeling. Geve em hugs instead of drugs heheh.

[alyssaswissy]

we should hang out some time and have sober fun with or without them. cuz were cool like that :)

Re: True, but what if....

[alyssaswissy]

Haha. No last night he DID try to choke me...claims he was sleeping but I know he wasn't. Dammit I have nowhere safe now. Lol. Man if he ever farted on me I'd kick his ass. Ew.

Yeah...

[hemustvebled]

You're weird...

Yeah...

[hemustvebled]

4 Years?? Who are you?? Matt??