gosh, i just finished thursday exams, only one more day to go. i'm talking to eric a.k.a. my homeboy on the phone. he doesn't sound happy, how depressing. so, how are my schnookums and schmookums doing? i'm listening to cradle of filth, nymphetamine. wow,now my homeboy came online. jaimie is m.i.a. goshness, where has everyone gone. hmm...today ( Read more... )

a lot has happened as u all know, and it has been a shitty week even though it's the last one of going to classes. um, i haven't updated in a while because my mother has been in oregon so i'm at my dad's and he doesn't have internet. so yeah, life is a little sad and depressing and i feel bad when i act happy but i don't like the sad feeling all ( Read more... )

i'm feeling suddenly really depressed and i'm not really sure why. all these people are just so happy with their relationships and they have someone to love them too and i feel really lonely right now. i need a hug really bad but i guess i won't get one tomorrow. i guess hugs are for me what cigarettes are for other people. and i don't love any of ( Read more... )

ain't it grand.i'm sitting in cad class and can not get onto myspace so instead i'm updating this because i'm a loser. u all know this yet u love me anyways, amazing. i used to write in this about everyday, and now, i don't. uh...i'm at my mother's tonight and then i'm free of her for all next week cuz she's going on a business trip, lucky me, but ( Read more... )

yeah, i definitely have not updated in a loooong time. uh, there was a lockdown on tues. or wed. i'm not sure which. it was very boring, and i related it to columbine and thought about what it would be like and how that lockdown would not have saved any of the victims that were killed at columbine. eric and dylan could have come and gotten us all. ( Read more... )

uh, haven't been on here for a while. so yeah, i've been sitting, and having no life as per usual. school goes on in a pointless drone as always. and yeah, i sit. boring, eh? well, that's not going to change anytime soon, so off to not do something tonight.

hey shakhedi, michelle, etc...michelle has abandoned me to face the madness alone. nah, i think i manage, perhaps. anywho, i'm updating for all of you because i care for you all so much. not much is up, living in danbury etc...uh, our french teacher went away for the last quarter for some surgery. we watched part of ferris bueller's day off. fun ( Read more... )

yes shakhed, i'm finally updating for u since u've been telling me to for about a week. see, it took me about two months to get that book back to u, but i must say, i'm proud that i've done this in less time, i must be getting better. i'll even go to ur muffin site. that theban band thing u told me to go to was creepy, it was so life-like. anyways ( Read more... )

since shakhed told me to update, i shall. we have to do a wonderful essay for thiel and it isn't putting me in the best of moods. i'm going to florida for april vacation and i get to see my wonderful cousin. in science, she changed our seats, and now i sit next to this ugly asshole named jon and have to put up with julianne still wanting to sit ( Read more... )

howdy, it's easter now. my sister came down from new haven on fri. night and i got to see her on sat. isn't that peachy? indeed, i'm actually happy and in a good mood. it's a nice change, but i've been feeling better lately. so it's all good. anywho, life goes on as always.