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[alyx_is_gone]

boy said i was tiny today. went like this: (morning as he's getting ready to leave

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[xfathx]

Gosh that is hot.
I know the feeling and it is damn good.
argh that is my target weight this time in IP and i am 5'5.5
EEEK.
well done chops.
kisses
faith

[alyx_is_gone]

hey i just read your post that your being discharged!! congratulations!!! although also hella scary. good luck with everything
~Alyx

[xfathx]

VERY scary, kinda can feel things overwhelming me already, just sish i hadn't started out on so low calories without realising,so now even though its my second dayi am finding it hard to make this day a lot higher (1000kcal, its very scary for some reason, even though i have been on 3250kcal back at my IP place 3 days ago...)
Yesterday without really realising it or getting hungry yesterday i was like 750kcal..Right now i am 885kcal already and kinda hungry, and totally freaked cos my dad is really pressurising me to eat all these sandwiches and soup while he just takes 3 slurps of soup and says he doesn't like it.
thanks daddy.
kiss

[alyx_is_gone]

weird how much parents fuck us up eh? how are you doing now? do you want to maintain, and try to stick with 1000kcal? that was the hardest part for me. figuring out if i wanted to stay "healthy". and then accidently slipping into it again, feeling like shit...etc etc.