Just got home from work. Nothing too exciting-only 5 more days at this ER for orientation and respiratory training. I can't wait to go back to my home hospital so I can finally settle in. Went to counseling again today. I thought Andy might show up but he never did-boy that said alot---again! But, on my way home, he called my cell and said ( Read more... )

Well, I just got off the phone with Andy-it was kind of a screaming match for awhile...you know, high emotions. I honestly think we just have a HUGE communication barrier that neither of us know how to overcome. I set up an appointment with my counselor for tomorrow-yea, I really need that. Andy asked me to stop by tomorrow to have a "friend day ( Read more... )

This is gonna be a short post due to the fact that I have to leave to go to work in 15 minutes and I haven't even brushed my teeth yet. This weekend was the dreaded wedding with my husband-and thank goodness my inlaws didn't come. All in all, it turned out well, except for the ending and most of you reading this already know what that turned out ( Read more... )

yea, another non-exciting post from me. My first day of orientation at Bryan was rather uneventful. I just jumped in and tried to do as much as I could. I have been procrastinating so much lately. If this tells you anything, I just set up my tanning appts. yesterday for a wedding I am in this weekend. LOL...Lord have mercy on me...I have not ( Read more... )

So here I am back from work feeling like a piece of shit again. I can't help it-the idea of Thelma and Louise is sounding better and better LOL-inside joke with Beth. New news: Andy has finally signed the papers-on our anniversary to be exact. I am just a complete mess. I feel like I am gonna have a nervous breakdown at any moment. I really ( Read more... )

To explain how I am feeling in one word: ICKY. The divorce is getting closer to being over and I am feeling more and more heartbroken. I am soooo torn about my life right now. I am dating a wonderful man who actually takes the time to care about me but I have to say it feels overbearing sometimes. I almost feel like I need to be pushing him ( Read more... )

well, I have officially went on vacation. Florida was nice but definately glad to come home. Came back to a hell hole at work with 1/2 the patients being in isolation for C-Dif, not a good thing. I am still patiently waiting for Andy to sign the papers for the dissolution, the last message I got from him was one of which that he stated, "we need ( Read more... )

It's Monday-only 4 more days until I go to Florida to see Bree. Yay-I am so excited. Although she did make me nervous by saying something about her ex, Geoff asking if she was setting me up so she can beat my ass....Bree-you better not do me wrong! I love you like my sis and I will be very disappointed. Anyways, I trust that she trusts me and ( Read more... )

Hello! Yes, I am finally updating on here! I have managed to go to the lawyer's and filed and paid for my dissolution. Now, I just have to wait for him to send it to me then get Andy to sign it. Good Lord, that will definately be interesting. I am counting down to my days in Florida-the warm sunshine (hopefully). I can't wait, I need to get ( Read more... )

I know I know, wondering if I was ever gonna update on here. Well, here I am. Friday is the big day of me going to talk to a lawyer about a dissolution. I am not scared of the dissolution, but I am terrified of the finality of all of it. Not that I believe that Andy is anything more than a friend. I don't know, the whole term "failure" comes ( Read more... )