ps i am trying to make myself love him like i loved yuui because it would make everything easier but no such luck so far

im reallyb happy
but if i told you.......

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my sweet lj who has seen every phase of my hereforeto adolescenece ( Read more... )

dont know what to do.
still with the morgans
still chasing smeothing i know isnt the best thing to chase
but i cant let it go.
but
i should be first

i should be first.

ok so what kind of job do i want ( Read more... )

Epiphany tonight.
One of those fight nights where he walks-runs.

Fed up with my dysfunction. Can't get in. Gives up
And I just can't help but smile.
I think to myself: I've conquered a man with patience tattooed across his motherfucking chest.

Journal, I don't know if I am proud of this or not, and it frightens me deeply.

I loved you. R, I did. I cherish everything you gave me,so little. But something just the same. And its anything as long as it was from you. Cause I love

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i dont want anything familiar
i want orginality
i want something compeltely foreign and embarassing and strange
give it to me
i can take it
i can be trusted with it
i swear