how can you say that im fine? im not fine. ive never been fine and i never will be fine.

you are the reason I couldn't sleep last night ( Read more... )

tell me there will be a time when i'll say something that doesnt offend you, that wont make you think about sex, that wont make you hate me ( Read more... )

I can't belive this, I can't belive this, I can't belive this, and I can't. I have been better than before, but you left me here, thinking. You may or may not understand what it's like to rise from temporary darkness. But in case you don't or have forgotten, i'll remind you of what I used to go through. Everytime I looked in the mirror, I couldn't ( Read more... )

i havent spent enough time looking in the mirror, staring deep within myself to find the meaning of anything; to write about how much i know about life compiled into a single paragraph which i would usually type here. i'm becoming closer and closer to my success and closer to my failures. i don't waste time anymore, i'm tired of letting every ( Read more... )

What I do is an explanation of how I feel. Time passes quickly for me, yet stands so still. I feel incapable of living. I feel I am nothing at all; yet I am the only one. There is nothing to think about, but I am thinking. There is nothing to say, but I am speaking. There is nothing to love, but I am loving. There is no controlling intellect. For ( Read more... )

 I obstruct a part of my life, replace what i've lost, and I rebuild myself stronger than before.
It takes a long time to gain the strength; a few tears, and lots of paint , but i get myself back to where I need to be.

I realize that I can't let ignorant fucks get in the way of my state of mind.

Yes, I like being the only one; I like being the center ( Read more... )

Whoever made up the idea that "people are nice once you get to know them" is full of shit.

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