I can ride my bike with no handlebars...

[amadain]

I'm trying to find a way to look at things positively right now. None of my family is dead. We're currently not homeless, with utilities. My son held my hand when I walked him in to school this morning, and gave me a hug. He also just brought me a drink, grabbed me by the face, and rubbed noses with me. My littlest girl is now saying "Dabbie,

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[captnanonymous]

No sweat, man. Contacting you is like using a Ouija Board. =)

I'm unmedicated as well now; it's been up and down for a few weeks.

If you ever need to talk to anyone, feel free to call me.

Maybe we'll get out there to Wentzville for the RenFest this year...

[anonymous]

Everyone says things they regret, so I wouldn't worry too much about that. Whats done is done. More so, I just wanted to tell you I think its good that you are trying to look at the positives. I have read a lot recently about pain and suffering and I am really trying to trick my own mind out of craving and desire so that I will not suffer from what I do not have. Everything, both positive and negative, is temporary. Best of luck.

"I do not want what I haven't got"

[amadain]

Your comment made me think of a great song by Sinead O'Connor. I actually liked that whole CD, come to think of it, back in high school. While I'm not really that bad about craving the material, I do find it hard to move away from craving peace of mind, and stability for my family. Lacking in both right now. :(

I'm posting less, as it gets harder to see the positive.