Cuddlefish!
Hey, I can't come cuz my Dad needs the good car for a camping trip he's been planning with his friends. He said a few weeks ago that he needed it, but I didn't realize this was that weekend.
I wanted to say some stuff when I saw you, and I'll be damned if not seeing you will stop me from saying it.
I will always love you too. You mean more to me than I can possibly describe in words, as you are the one who showed me how to really be myself, and helped shape my favorite parts of who I am. When we went our seperate ways, it threw many of those things into disarray, and rather than putting them back together to make myself whole again, I burried them underneath the meaningless relationships I've been in since. Seeing you again over spring break, like you said, was like going back in time. When I came back to the present though, it was with a renewed sense of self that only you could have given me. Even aside from all the aspects of you that are so dear to me, it's that gift for which I'll love you forever.
Sorry I couldn't come and tell you this in person. I should have confirmed that I'd have a way of getting there before getting both our hopes up. I'd have waited for my next chance to see you in person to say this but who knows when that will be > < Hopefully there will be time before I go back to MA
<3
Happy camping!