I am sorry bout what I wrote yesterday bout not writing. I wasnt thinking. Things are going a little better at home but not much :S I when i was in Aberdeen I met some people who were helping with unasinged territory. I went out with them after the meeting adn with some people for Aberdeen. I got addresses. I was lokingly makeing plans to go to ( Read more... )

I have decided that I wont be using Live journal much. I left wensday for refugy to my sister in Aberdeen adn. I have a lot to deal with adn i am not sure i am ready for it. Last night was a long night adn long with wensday night, tonight i dontknow how it will go. I will read other pple LJ but i wont be posting much. Please understand this has ( Read more... )

yes as i said dont worrie bout me. Today i got into a big fight with my siter adn my mom. It was two against one NOT fair. They got on my case because off the people i hang out with, yet i agree with them but do not know how to handel it. My sister adn i agrued all the way home from the meeting. I didnt go with her wo Moorhead like i always do ( Read more... )

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Okay my older brother is an insparation to me. He went to the e;ders adn CPMPLEATLY clean his slate. He told them everything he has done sence he was 17. Granted he was dissfellowshiped. Okay this is going to sound stupid but please dont tell anyone bout my older brother i am trusting you with this Privet info. But anyways i have decided that i am ( Read more... )

AAWWW crap I had a whole bunch of thing to say and forgot(SMACKS HEAD ON DESK) oh well.....I have been thinking a lot latly bout myself. I don't mean that to sound conceited or anything but I have. I used to love everyone in the congergation. Now I have found I hate everyone in the congergation. I didn't hate them I hated myself. In a way I was ( Read more... )

I told my mom today why i had talked to the elders. She didnt say anything for the longest time. I new she was dissapointed in me adn she was really hurt that two people from fergus new be for her adn befor the elders. She was hurt that i felt i couldnt talk to her. I feel like adn Ass for hurting my mom like that. I feel like an ass becsuse of ( Read more... )

There are thing i wanna say. But i feel I cant because i am afreid what i say will get back to my mom, what a conterdiction

Okay so last wensday i closed the store. i work at a gas staion.. adnyways i was empting out the garbage, there was a blue bag a walmart bag on the very top. It was full of magots. the garbage was really full so i got a freind to help me. we were carying it to the dumpster adn the wal mart bag started to hiss adn move. and my freind took the bag ( Read more... )

okay so this is how it goes, Sara adn i had A LONG talk adn i am going to stay. i made a WHOOPS that i noticesd. my med i was on 150 mg adn they added 75 mg therenow it sounds better hehehehe sorry