Twist...

[amaihana]

Sometimes dont you just want to give in??

WHY IS IT....that since hes done broken up with his girl....he starts to be all "nice" again with ME......WHY IS IT....that i miss him sometimes.....I say that he doesnt phase me....really he doesnt.....but there has to be like ONE RANDOM day when nyikka pops back into my head....and messes up my focus.....I

Comments

[nycita]

oh i so understand how you feel..my ex just popped back into my life trying to be nice..after he broke up and avoided the shit out of me..hurt me so bad, lied to me..apologized...and wanted his single life back, his business life..his career...and all that, he could only do by ridding himself off me..
well..now after 4 months he's trying to be all friendly again..and i tried the same as you..and at times still i feel like such an idiot because i fail to....This dude doesnt leave me alone and im too weak to tell him or be rude to him even tho everything inside of me screams and yells and slaps the shit out of him..at the same time..i still care ..still love him...but trying to Move on. I dont know why guys end up wanting this attention just when you were ready to let them go..they pop up and torture you..what is going on with these dickthinking muhfuckers.

[amaihana]

omg....they are dickthinking muhfuckkers! iono...i try to believe that its only ME and im imagining it in my head....although a woman and her feelings and instincs are not to be ignored...coz most of the time is soo dam true!!....geez...when i want to say shit i will go and stay it haha...although i too get weak...i admit....GRRR so annoyinggggggggggg.....eh...im lucky he lives in the states and im in London lol....makes it easier to get over him....well im over it...but...im a sucka for punishment sometimes and i get SSUCKKED back in again....its a never ending cycle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we should make a anti dickthinking muhfukkers clan!!! lol

[nycita]

that'd be a damn big clan girl, every woman in the world would join in...

[amaihana]

haha...yes and the men will piss themselves in terror...lol...im so evil hahah