So......after endless decision making....budgeting....calculating...etc etc......i have BOOKED MY FLIGHT BOUND TO NYC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES SLAP ME QUICKLY BEFORE I GO NUTS OFF THIS EXCITEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..ehem...yes....i was so sad...when zee, ate Lans and Gem Gem went....and i thought...doode...im ( Read more... )

..I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you were the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand..

(Like a star - Corinne Bailey Rae)

It isn't like i didn't know before...i think about it from time to time...It isn't a bad thing...It ( Read more... )

Flattery definatley keeps you on your toes....a reason to keep your head held high...attention from a potential "other"...brings out the smiles in ANYONE.....Its been a while since i got any of that!.....until last week!!....

Why is it...that once you find...(or once someone found you)....theres always that "other" one...that sweeps you off your ( Read more... )

Its been a while since last...but i thought id rather wait until i have something of "substance" to write...

January has Kicked off to a wierd start...i have mixed feelings about it...Maybe its coz ive been UBER busy...i tend to let stress get the better of me!...I started to think about last yr...and to be honest...it werent all so bad...in fact i ( Read more... )

Its all about the revelations...that sudden feeling of freedom...A New Year and a fresh beginning...It always does the soul good...That first moment of understanding...clarity...it then becomes a light into a new phase...or dimension if you will....Its my life...my world...my love...my soul...my inspiration...my poetry*....mine...But under one ( Read more... )

You told me that you would leave me here in tears ( Read more... )

After a long and stressfull couple of weeks....my body has decided to shutdown due to excessive overdrive......I must say....these last 2 days has made me see the world around me...the array of people that surround me....and basically just LIFE in general...Funny how things look different when you actually take the time out to STOP.....

I am blessed ( Read more... )

I have just spent £60 on a hurrdryer....alot....but worth the investment i say...im gonna be doing more hair clients and i need a reliable hurrdryer!!!


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100 THINGS.... repost this with your answers:

1: First grade teacher's name: errrrrrrr it was either Miss Brown or my favourite Miss Huneybun (yes that was her real name!!)
2: Last word you said: Pad Thai!
3: Last song you sang: thanks to zee "at your best" Aaliyah....tear jerker song
4: Last person you hugged: ZEE just after GEM!! gettting off the bus ( Read more... )

~ when love hits you...

Today is a very special day...for someone i hold dear and close to my heart...its funny coz...even tho things didnt work out as we thought...i still....have that feeling...that feeling...lol..i dont want to say...hahah...but anyways....i started knitting him a blanket for his born day today.....but...its not finished...its ( Read more... )