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[amalyna]

So a while ago I decided to add a bunch of tracks to my MP3 player, and I randomly decided to add the Smashing Pumpkins albums I used to have. I hadn't heard them in probably almost 15 years. I started listening... and I'm being thrown full-force into that Spring of '94. The Nexuus, the time I will never forget. Yesterdays. That poem so well

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[catka86]

Hey, I saw your post on BPD that you placed some time ago. It gave me so much hope because even though I dont display that many behaviours I have a hard time with my mood swings, inconsistency, feelings of emptiness and fear that paralyzes me. The destructive behaviours, characteristic for BPD that I have are bulimia, on and off periods where I steal and excessive spending. I cant help contemplating about what everyone thinks of me, I want to be so perfect in everyones eyes. Because of this Ive failed uni and some people just think of me as plain weird because I can call off important meetings when I wake up in the morning and see myself as fat. Im paranoid and automatically think that the ppl Im supposed to be meeting with will judge me and talk about how fat I am behind my back

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[amalyna]

Kate