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someone who doesn't know how to say no should know how to say yes to the right questions.
rocky emailed me.
and has already stopped replying to my emails again.
bryant called.
doesn't really trust me but insists he wants me.
keir called.
and can't do what i need him to, and couldn't say what i needed to hear.
all this week. i've done some stupid things. i've said some stupid things.
i feel so drained. -
what is wrong with me
I've been awake for 21 hours ( Read more... ) -
trouble.
If only I could contain my feelings into a 250 character text message.
Unlike that letter at least I'd know if you read it. -
cycle.
He's managed to do it again. Taken the basket that I consider to be "my world" and turn it upside down. Scattering everything.
I don't know what to think. I don't know what to FEEL. I tried reaching out to azeraphael, doctaj, and macaron but THERE IS NO ONE WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST. Also, ivoive takes too much of my crap anyway.
And she's trying to sleep. FUCK. -
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emlan & jules ;D;
i'm deleteing OSS T^T
the wordpress log has gotten like 300+ spam messages for viagra and crap and I keep getting the moderation emails to accept the comments. arg. and i get like 50 or more a day and messing with the settings isn't stopping it. -
squall's new home
the doll Keir bought me for christmas is in a MUCH better place. -
rubbing salt right in
Josh, Keir's fake brother called me at 5pm yesterday saying Keir was going to call me whenever he got in ( Read more... ) -
public service
ugh.
please don't bother trying the limited edition ice cream skittles. they are SO disgusting. -
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those rediculous letters i sent should get there tommorow.
my recent behaviour might stop me from living life without regrets.
