I give up...

[amanda1018]

so talked to rachel online tonight.... what i got out of the converstation.. im gonna get screwd out of flying for free even though they told me already im gonna be able to... and that im a horrible friend and a horrible sister... great! apparently im not a great friend because i only talked to my Indy friends now.. and dont ever call my friends

Comments

[nikronster]

Hey Amanda-- it's Nikki- I'm kind of a silent reader of your journal and (non-creepily) have been following what's been going on with you and Carl through your live journals-- but from what it seems to me- Yeah- you've changed and all for the better, it takes people a long time to get used to the idea that change can be a good thing if the person you were before was a door mat or someone who was overly self concious or anything like that. They want you to stay the way you always were and the best way to figure out what changed you is to blame Carl-- but rest assured that you're ok and what you've been doing is right. You should be proud of those changes in your life and remember that the people who don't change and grow with you are the ones who are missing out on a great and newly improved women. I feel like I've done the same thing recently and have been very lucky that my friends are accepting of that fact, but not everyone has that-- so hang in there girly, you'll be ok, and sometimes it takes a new group of people who click

[amanda1018]

Aww thanks, I didnt even know you read my livejournal! Thats fun and not creepy at all. Thanks for the comment, I have just been really stressed with life lately and this is the best place to take it out on. Hope you have a great summer!!
~LOVEYAS~
Manda Jayne