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[amanda232119]

People keep asking me: What is the one thing that you want to happen; what could make this easier for you?

And I have not known what to say. 
Something could make this easier?

Because it has been three weeks and, if anything, I feel worse.
There is not a day that I don't cry. 
I do not usually cry. And never this frequently.

I am miserable, all the time

Comments

[rose_bertin]

Whatever happened, I'm so sorry it did. Reading your posts makes me so sad because you ARE a nice, sweet, lovely person. You're not horrible at all. I hope whatever it is works itself out soon so you can go back to being happy and wonderful again. I don't know if this will help at all, but I just want you to know that I really do think you're sweet and amazing and I truely hope you feel better soon.

[dub1iner]

i second everything drama_wench said. amanda, what happened?

[amanda232119]

it would be very hard to tell you in any sort of concise manner. i'm writing an email to my friend tara about it, but it's going to end up being around 10 pages long or so. i can send it to you too if you would like.

[dub1iner]

i would like to read the e-mail but it is up to you whether you want to send it. i don't want to be nosy!

smile :)

[amanda232119]

don't worry, i don't think you're nosy. i sent the email to your unc account (i don't know if you check that, but it's the only one i knew of, i got it off facebook.)