I've pretty much got everything I want. I have a sweet ride, my laptop, my clothes, my music...everything, except, a boyfriend. I really really want someone that I know cares for me back, not a silly friends with benefits relationship. I got shit to do so i'm done for now. later

This has been a pretty boring weekend. Yesterday was alright, I went to lunch with Katie and Yasaman. That was fun, and the Yasaman, Mitch, and I took pictures, and then just talked for awhile. Then, I went and took a nap to prepare for work. I had to go in early at 7. It was a huge ad, although it didn't take me very long to finish shoes. At ( Read more... )

Some people act really gay sometimes. I know thats not the right adjective, but its a word I don't use unless I'm not happy at all. I wish it were summer so I could get out of high school and get away from all the drama. OMD! (thanks for the idea surge-the omd) anyway, people who normally don't get wrapped up in it are, and its just retarded. ( Read more... )

I hate immature people. Ugh. FDS. Anyway, so tonight I had to work and I've procrastinated on my homework as a result. One thing I like about my job is the feeling of completeness that I feel when I am done. I am always doing something, which makes me feel good when I'm finished. I just finished my math homework I was suppossed to do this ( Read more... )

So today, I got to spend a lot of time outside. It was a nice day, just too windy. Then Yasaman came over with Mitch to take pictures for her photography class. I had some really cute pictures with the flowers in our garden. Then Drew got the idea to get Christian to come over and get pictures with me (there is an on going joke that i want ( Read more... )

Today was a very satisfying day. We went to my dad's grave. The stone is pretty. Its black with gold sparkles in it. Then we went out to lunch with my aunt and uncle to the Great Impasta. So good. Then we came home and on our door step was a basket. It was a cookie bouquet. Our new next door neighbor gave it to us. Not Frakes, but the ( Read more... )

I just got done watching one of my favorite movies (Legally Blonde) because I needed some inspiration from Elle. ;-) I really like that movie because its saying (to me) that you can be anything you want to be you just have to try, believe in yourself, and others. Its a really valuable lesson, and sometimes I just need to see it and hear it again ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling kind of empty and I don't know why. My neighbors sold their house. It was sad, but I was happy for them too, they needed to be together again as a family. Besides, you can only look ahead right? No point in living in the past. The new neighbors are a recently divorced man and his kids (although we're not sure if he's ( Read more... )

Isn't it sad that I have to wish away my life? I wish I had $26,000 so I could buy the car of my dreams. I really really want this. I'd give up a year of my college education to get this, although it isn't the smartest choice. I'm going to go see it in about 30. Hopefully it'll be out. To get this car, I would give up my laptop, my desktop, ( Read more... )

Things are changing in my life and I can't stop them. It makes me sad. My dad dying, my neighbors moving, me going to college. My entire life is going to change in the next 5 months. I can't even imagine how people deal with this change. Everybody I see that is in college is having a great time. I am so scared that I won't like anybody. ( Read more... )