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[amanda_45]

And I can't believe what you're saying
So don't tell me
The words that kill, the words that kill
You're leaving...

So last night basically sucked, for the most part. My mom's being a stupid hag and won't let me go to Warped, and I couldn't find someone to take my shift, so I ended up closing (by myself, for the second night in a row, because Nathan

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[angeliccale87]

:-( Boys are stupid

[amanda_45]

Yeah, it was the worst night I've had in a long time. And my friend Jana was just stressing me out to my limit because she wanted to know what was going on (she already knew all about how I feel about Jamie and everything, but she was worried about me drinking alone) and it just made me talk about it, and she was like talking to me like I was two years old, and I was really upset and sad and angry and drunk and worn out emotionally, and I just couldn't deal with anything anymore. But I worked Monday night with Jamie, we closed together, and we talked a lot, and it was really good to just hang out and talk like we used to, because we hadn't closed together in quite awhile, and it was just great...I'm still sad though :(...But on the bright side, I did find out that him and that Sarah girl really are just friends.