sometimes life can seem so tragic. and other times life is full of joy and happiness ( Read more... )

i will be the end of you and your dreams and hopes.

goodbye.

be respectful and you will get respect back.
treat me like shit.. i will then treat you like shit.
remember most of the time i am unforgiving.

i have NO regret.

welcome home shitface.
sleep well.

everyone felt so sad.
except for maybe ashes.
we were happy together.
we ate lunch and some ice cream and then she left.
then i think heather was sad. and tracy got sad.
and sadness just seemed to seep in through my skin.

but i cried and got it over with.
i feel better.

i wish i could see someone right now.
bah.

i'm a sick, sad little girl that wants everything easy. everything handed to her. i fuck up like this every now and then and regret living each day the way i live it. i have too many issues for anyone to understand. but i do understand a few things ( Read more... )

life is getting way too complex ( Read more... )

i really like him. and it's staring to scare me. i don't know what to say to him anymore. i don't know what to think about our relationship anymore. i don't know if this should matter or if i should just go for it. but i can't. he has her. and he likes her. he LOVES her. i have nothing, i am nothing compared to her. she's pretty and smart. i've met ( Read more... )

i had a dream that you were the only person for me and that we were together ( Read more... )

Now I'm in your basement
I'm laying low to keep out of your way
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I have my own routine now
I'm keeping busy in my own way
I'm learning ways to not feel
Like I'm down here forever

I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I hope you know that I'm down here
Just for you

I sang a ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in my prom dress at 11:27 pm and i'm beginning to wonder if i'm the crazy one...

fuck livejournal.