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[amanda_r]

im sure you all read my brothers journal...if not go read it im not explaining everything that happened im still crying i cant believe he did this to me...first he tries to get me to...ya know...with him and than i dont so he just ruins my life :( why me???? i just wanna dissaperar right now...i guess ill go cry some more since im 'a worthless

Comments

[_daveballz_]

amanda... no u arent! ur the best grl on earth. i just wish i wouldnt of let u go. itll b ok. davez here 4 u babe.

-dave

[amanda_r]

sometimes i wonder why u left me in the first place dave.....
wait nvm coughshilarycough

[_daveballz_]

mandy.... i no... i was a fuckin jerk. n after leavin da best thing i ever had... i got nuttin ne way? so wtf was up my ass? obviously somethin... im sry baby...

-dave

[amanda_r]

its ok it must be me i must be a terrible gf am i too prude or something? am i a bitch? am i ugly? what is it why cant i just find someone who cares bout me and wont hurt me?

[_daveballz_]

i never MEANT 2 hurt u. i meant 2 love u. n ur the most gorgeous most PERFECT thing i ever seen or knew...

-dave

[amanda_r]

yea yea u dont mean it.....eli said im too ugly for anyone to think otherwise

[rosie_posie1]

awe amanda! its ok cutie... ull find some1... some1... well lets just say he knows my bf really well! hehe!*

love ya xo
rosie

[_daveballz_]

ok thatz it im gonna fuck that fuckin fucker the fuck up! he dont needa b tellin u fuckin liez like dat shit. ur beautiful. ur gorgeous.... ur my baby... n i dont care if u dont like me or not... ull alwayz b w/ me... i juss care bout u so much u needa realize hez a fuckin bastard!

-dave

[amanda_r]

dave dont cuss so much it makes me think ur cussin AT me and idk maybe u r but idk im just gonna cry some more......