and when you know your life might crumble before your eyes

[amandafaye13]

It's been a week since one of my "episodes," until now. This is why I hate getting close to people. It only comes out when I get close that it starts. I hate taking it out on him, but he's the only person here I'm that close to, so he gets it all. I hate doing this to him. He doesn't deserve it at all. It's amazing to me that he puts up with it and

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[grey_gnome]

it happens to the best of us. i can't go two days in a row without some sort of sadness. so this is why i have trouble starting/can't start relationships. hopefully you can get it under control, because you're both wonderful people, and i hate to see any of my friends unhappy.

hoping for the best,
you'll be in my thoughts

love, jamie