my biggest fear is that i'm going to say something stupid and ruin this. what i have is amazing, more than i could have ever imagined; and i don't want to lose it.

1) Write down 7 things that piss you off (in no certain order ( Read more... )

My idea was to update on a daily basis as to what I'd been doing in this great city of NYC, but that hasn't happened. So, I shall tell of my trip thus far ( Read more... )

if i can make it to nyc, i'll be surprised.

I've got more to do this week than i have in the past three, and i barely got through those. i'm entirely unorganized when it comes to my trip. granted i've got my plane ticket and that's the biggest thing, but i haven't made any lists of things i want to do, what i need to pack, yada ya. I'm afraid I'm ( Read more... )

I didn't get to go home this weekend like I had planned, due to the death of my aunt in Alabama. I had worked out my week so that I was free on the weekend and my car was in tip top shape to make the drive home. The trip began to look like a grim idea when by Thursday afternoon I'd still not gotten a new tire or blinker light; there was thunder, ( Read more... )

So the surprise my mom with a visit trip to West Branch is very unlikely to happen before spring break. This weekend is tomorrow and I already have plans to see the Vagina Monolouges on Saturday. Next weekend could work, but it depends on how next week goes and if I can push things in my schedule around. Two weekends from now is the week before ( Read more... )

i fucking love weekends.

but i'm what i used to hate, and i don't care. because i realized that what i hated, wasn't what i was hating.

i've changed more than anyone knows. even myself. but i'm so glad, i enjoy myself now. i never did before.

So, I don't know if I should keep writing in this, because it seems like two entirely different people writing at times. I've been so fucked up with everything lately. I've had too much on my mind to get through, but I'm pretty sure I've gotten through it now ( Read more... )

I have too much on my mind right now. A mixture of good, bad, and the unknown ( Read more... )

This boy is making me crazy. Wonderful, ohmygod crazy.

Also, I have glasses now (for when I need them and have bad headaches); wednesday night is officially basketball night for me (hopefully accompanied by another like tonight); I lost my id card (damn the man for charging me $15 to get a new one).

i said it, he said it; i nearly died.